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My last post was a couple months ago and I felt that I couldn't feel any worse.  Well I was wrong.  I feel so much worse.  I'm just wishing I could go back in time to various points in the last five years and keep some certain events from occurring.  The specific moments are as follows.  Late 2009/early 2010 when I starting talking to someone who broke my heart.  September 2010 when I talked to someone again who did the same.  Same reason in June of 2012.  And again a few times in 2013.  With Valentine's Day coming up, I'm increasingly depressed about remaining single.  I know it is pathetic that I'm always complaining about it, but I don't know how to change anything.  Unfortunately I still associate with a few of these people who broke my heart and I realize I'm doing what I can to drive them away.  However I know that if I do, I'll feel even worse, though I don't know what to do anymore.  And to top all that off, I have a lot of back bills due to the fact that I still can't find any job and have tried to get on SSI, but that isn't going anywhere at all.  I almost wish that something would just happen to me and that would be the end of it. I'm just so unsure about anything anymore.

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James Rake
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United States
Current Residence: Southeast Ohio
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Print preference: Big enough to read
Favourite genre of music: any except rap (some rap is okay)
Favourite photographer: Mitch Casey (Marietta Times)
Favourite style of art: Anime and photography
Operating System: cell phone and sometimes PSP
MP3 player of choice: HTC Touch Pro 2
Shell of choice: Spiked Blue Shell
Wallpaper of choice: One that stays on the wall
Skin of choice: My own.
Favourite cartoon character: Too many to name
Personal Quote: Don't insult yourself, There are plenty of people to do that for you
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PookandPie Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Haha, I finally checked your profile and found out who this was.

You sly bastard you, lol.
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Jace-Lyn Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2008
HI!!! :D
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nasacar Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2007
Hay! Thanks for the visit^^
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da-man1982 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
no problem
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mortamoth Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2007
thanks for the comment, sir.
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